HAA. Tosh.0 is the best show ever. I had dinner with the lab people tonight! Annie and her bf were there. He seems like a nice guy. KRISTINE WAS THERE! Her and I were the only people at Shiloh's that were drinking! We each drank two beers, got a pitcher, I drove my car home, walked back with everyone, found out there was a cover, walked away, got money, went back to Kristine, finished the pitcher, took her to McNally's to meet everyone, got super drunk and awesome together, and then she dropped me off at El Rancho where I met up with Rick! I got food, walked home by myself (we got separated somehow) and ate the shit outta my big ol' burrito. Tonight was awesome. I DO wish that I had time to play counter strike or L4D with Annie but I was just far too busy being drunk and fun out on the town! Everyone loved Kristine and everyone had a wonderful time!
Back on the more serious front; things seem to be getting better. I am hesitant to say that things are great but they do feel more positive than normal. In the past two days I have felt more energetic, talkative, compassionate, caring, attentive, and alive. I sure hope that it's the Welbutrin working... If it isn't, I'll "be very disappointed". Which is a euphemism for dying. Anyway, things are looking up I think. I don't want to say that out right because I am afraid of good things now. All I am used to are bad things. I just feel relatively good because I am almost giddy at work some days and I look forward to going home and composing music and being creative. I also have a greater imagination and creativity; one like I used to have when I was young. I hope this persists but I definitely won't count on it.
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