Hurts.

Since that last entry I have been writhing in bed and sobbing horrifically.  My head is super fucked and I'm back to where I was before my hospital stay.  This shit is horrible.  I was crying for over 2 whole hours like I just saw my family and friends thrown into a wood-chipper.  Now, my head feels like I just got done taking 5 exams at once.  I'm just numb.  I have no idea what to do.  I hope that most people that have encountered me in my life had a good impression of me.  I'll never be that person again.  I'm just broken.  I need to be made into soylent green or something.