Here I am again!  One more stupid post before I crash out.  Am I worth anything?  I think not.  I don't think anyone is worth anything.  I don't want anyone to post dumb shit like "OH BUT I CARE ABOUT U", because that's not what I'm talking about.  It's not that I don't connect with people; it's that I don't connect with the human world.  I desperately want to and I'm trying my hardest but that's all I've ever done.  I've TRIED to interact.  It hasn't ever worked and that spoils me for future relationships.  I see what I want.  What I desire is already taken by people that are superior / "less crazy" than I am.  I wish I could be as normal as everyone else.  That's enough drunk talk for this evening.  I'll worry about this tomorrow like I always do.  Now it's time for Picross in bed!