Eh, since my last post I've been somewhat of a mess. There are minor details that I'd like cleared up because I see contradictions and I'd like to know that I'm not terribly misreading things.
It's really strange. I feel like the world smashed in around me and time has stopped. I don't really feel like I'm alive right now because I have nothing to grasp or ponder or hope for. No emotions right now either. I was quite sad for about 2 hours and then I fell asleep. Now that I've severed the connection I felt, I feel considerably worse and lots more frightened. I'm certainly not sure what to do. There are those details I'd like to know but I can't ask. I'm not sure I want to ask. I do, though. But... :-\
Tough position is toooouuuuuugh.
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