:-\

Today wasn't very good but neither was yesterday.  Yesterday Mals and I had lunch a Panera for a few hours and talked about guys and girls and all that jazz.  I didn't talk much but she made me feel better.  Later in the day I was incredibly depressed and empty feeling.  Today was pretty much the same.  I was back to feeling like I was living in a shell that blocks out everything from the world around me.  I felt like I just wanted to curl up into a coma.  It was another one of those days where I felt as if one small annoyance would cause me to cry.  Annie is remarkably beautiful in myriad ways and that of course made the day manageable.  Time didn't seem to go anywhere today.  I felt like I was only at work for about 2 hours but I stayed for nearly 6.  Strange.

Mallory and Matt and I got the house we wanted!  Yay, house.  Boo, deposit.