Boy am I drunk! This is how every journal entry starts. I don't like to type. I like to write. I haven't been writing in my journal because this is more convenient.
I did the cinnamon challenged / 2 Tonight. I only tried to eat a teaspoon of cinnamon and it was too much. I saw it on Tosh.0. It sucks. Don't ever do it.
I'm depressed but not dead yet. Allie sent me an email about a bird job. I want to do it so bad but I already told my job here I'd work full time all summer. I think it would also be hard to just up and move to the Ozarks. I love birds to the n'th degree but, fuck. My future is amorphous. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I have no interest in anything but Picross. My life is quite bland right now. I'm still in limbo. I need sleep so that I can wake up and do nothing. I want to LOVE someone again! I want to feel fulfilled!
IDONTREMEMBERWHATTHATISLIKE.
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