New Year

The worst year ever is finally over!  Things are kinda up and down.  All the good effects of my medication started to wear off and left me feeling sedated so I doubled my dose.  I'm better now, I think.  Those all-consuming feelings of apathy and lethargy really get to me sometimes and it worries me that I'll just keep feeling sub-par forever.  I know what awesome feels like.  I probably have one awesome day a month and the rest is just barely ok.  I'm much better than I was last year at this time!