Serious.

Of course I'm blogging while drunk.  I only write when I'm upset.

The past couple of weeks have been good.  Not great, mind you, and certainly not bad.  I knew that I have been on my tipping point for awhile.  I always feel that I am on the edge of falling into insanity and I hope that it comes soon.  I can't deal with this.  My brain works too much all day and it ruins my life.  How am I not entitled to express the fruits of my shit-ass labor that literally kills me?  Learn from me, please!  I know what I assert because I spend ALL of my waking hours analyzing everything that has a variable answer.  Are you a democrat?  You're wrong.  Are you a Republican?  You're wrong.

I always knew I was terribly different from everyone else and lately I have been feeling more eccentric.  I have learned to appreciate others more but there is always a disconnect.  I only know more than you when I have done the work.  I readily engage in debate because to me it means that I am missing something.  I am obsessive-compulsive.  I MUST know why a position is logically sound.  If it isn't, then it is worthless.  I assert that you all should spend your time asking yourselves WHY you think anything!    By "anything" I mean anything that you can hold true that can an opposite view.

I would explain more but I'm drunk and pissed and fulfilled in a way that says I-told-you-so.
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