Just what I predicted!

Yep, things are getting bad.  I'm desperately grasping at things that will sustain me and none of them work.  I'm half a month behind on rent and getting eviction notices.  I honestly think I'd be in a much better place if it weren't for so much financial bullshit.  I just cannot live like this and I don't want to.  I have birthday parties coming up and St. Patrick's day but I really can't attend them because I have $-13 in my bank account (that will be shut down soon because of that).  This is all way too stressful for me in my current state and I seriously cannot deal with it.