Positive Negative

I feel ok but I don't know what to do.  I like a girl/girls but in differing intensities but my crazy head prompts me to shy away.  I don't know if I should just dive in like I would want to or avoid like my body tells me.  So many conflicts!  I like everyone but the way I end up acting shows otherwise.  :(  It's hard to be yourself when so many forces are acting upon you.